ray of light

hey, thanks for the long overdue e-mail
it brightened my day

hey, thanks for the long overdue e-mail
it gave me something to look forward to

hey, thanks for the long overdue e-mail
i guess i still find a friend in you

hey, thanks for the long overdue e-mail
see you the coming new year's eve

hey, thank you.
in case the message,
hasn't reached you properly.

11/10/2009

Kanggo kancaku sing lagi wae ngirimi aku e-mail :)

stalking

an arrow stuck in my heart
a chill went down my spine
pain washed up my being

realizing that you are no longer mine
and those eyes are not twinkling for me
no longer me you miss in the wee hours of night
it was not me you messaged good night

it was not me who tuck you good night
caressing your feverish head from far apart

and when you were lying there sick
it was not me you turned to

and i wonder why i need to see what is happening in your life
and wishing that i could be happy for you
as you are
moving on....

a chronicle of showers

he who likes it
cold in the mornings
warm in the evenings
and never too hot

he who likes it
super hot
followed directly by
super cold
in the mornings

he who likes it
buckets after buckets
of cold water
splashed down the back
and all over the bathroom walls

he who likes it
lukewarm
a delicate mixture of
freshly boiled water
with a dose of spring water

he who likes it
coming in plenty
a tub full of hot water
with incense sticks burning
by the side
in the evenings

to he who likes it
steaming hot
fogging all the mirrors
and glass doors
watching steams seeping out
under the door

a chronicle of showers...

and love
is apparent
through the smallest details

masih merindukanmu

sesayup lagu menjangkau telingaku
kala raga tak lagi bersama
dan senyum tak lagi bisa menyapa

aku masih merindukanmu

bila kututup mataku
selubungi jiwa dengan nada
serasa kau masih ada di sana

aku masih merindukanmu

ingin kusumbat telinga ini
tapi hati serasa pemutar piringan hitam
yang berputar
berputar
berputar
berputar

sampai tak terdengar lagi
nada sumbang
goresan waktu dan jarak

aku masih merindukanmu

seandainya kau tahu....

i must have loved you.... don't you think?

small jokes
smart-ass remarks
songs filtering through a jeans shop
snippets of conversations
smiles beneath the sun

can't get you out of my head
and neither from my heart

i must have loved you,
don't you think so?